A Brand New Me...........................

Over the next 6 weeks I will only be able to see and talk to my daughter for no more than 36 hours per week.  I've been told look at it as a break, I hate this term if I needed a 6 day break from my child I wouldn't have had her and just been the best Auntie any of my nieces and nephews ever had.  I know some of you are probably saying she's so negative! And you'd be right I have been negative. I have been negative for a long time. It's time to stop. 

There are things I can change and things I can't.  I am going to concentrate on those things that I can concentrate on and hopefully one day soon the things I cannot change change themselves.  So today June 22, 2016 I am making a change.  Over the next year I am going to snap at least 1 photo of myself to show my progress. 

Over the next 6 weeks I will only be able to see and talk to my daughter for no more than 36 hours per week.  I've been told look at it as a break, I hate this term if I needed a 6 day break from my child I wouldn't have had her and just been the best Auntie any of my neices and nephews ever had.  I know some of you are probably saying she's so negative! and you'd be right I have been negative. I have been negative for a long time. It's time to stop.  There are things I can change and things I can't.  I am going to concentrate on those things that I can concentrate on and hopefully one day soon the things I cannot change, change themselves.  So today June 22, 2016 I am making a change.  Over the next year I am going to snap at least 1 photo of myself to show my progress. 

As of today these are things about myself that I either want, don’t want or need to change:

1.       I am 100 lbs overweight

2.       I have unhealthy eating habits

3.       I think I am ugly

4.       I do not take care of my skin properly

5.       I don’t believe I can do anything right

6.       I suck at money management

7.       I am lazy

8.       I hate doing housework do I don’t do it

9.       I love my job but hate the hours

10.   I don’t want to work outside of the home

11.   I need to take a proper vacation at least once a year

I’ve stopped at 11, there are much more but this is where I am starting.  Small goals small starts, BIG change. 

The main problem that I want to change is how much I WEIGH this is my biggest and longest issue. It’s the biggest because it affects every aspect of my life.  The longest because it’s going to be a very long and hard road to fix as it’s been a long time to get where I am in the first place.

I am going to take advantage of not having my daughter around for 6 weeks to begin this change.  Wish me luck!

Here I begin ………………